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Hi there.

Have a good day, here's a quote from your favorite movie:

Holden: I love you. And not in a friendly way, although 
I think we're great friends. And not in a misplaced 
affection, puppy-dog way, although I'm sure that's what 
you'll call it. And it's not because you're unattainable. 
I love you. Very simple, very truly. You're the epitome 
of every attribute and quality I've ever looked for in 
another person. I know you think of me as just a friend,
and crossing that line is the furthest thing from an 
option you'd ever consider. But I had to say it. I can't 
take this anymore. I can't stand next to you without 
wanting to hold you. I can't look into your eyes without 
feeling that longing you only read about in trashy romance 
novels. I can't talk to you without wanting to express my 
love for everything you are. I know this will probably 
queer our friendship -no pun intended- but I had to say 
it, because I've never felt this before, and I like who I 
am because of it. And if bringing it to light means we 
can't hang out anymore, then that hurts me. But I could'nt 
allow another day to go by without getting it out there, 
regardless of the outcome, which by the look on your face 
is to be the inevitable shoot-down. And I'll accept that. 
But I know some part of you is hesitating for a moment, 
and if there is a moment of hesitiation, that means you 
feel something too. All I ask is that you not dismiss 
that -at least for ten seconds- and try to dwell in it. 
Alyssa, there is'nt another soul on this fucking planet 
who's ever made me half the person I am when I'm with you, 
and I would risk this friendship for the chance to take it 
to the next plateau. Because it's there between you and me. 
you can't deny that. And even if we never speak again after 
tonight, please know that I'm forever changed because of who 
you are and what you've meant to me, which -while I do 
appreciate it- I'd never need a painting of birds bought 
at a diner to remind me of. 

Hockey Stats

Year      Team      Gms    G   A   Pts    PIM  +/-
'95-'96   Cal Poly  10     2   4   6      38   -12
'96-'97   SJSU      35     21  32  53     24   +10
'97-'98   TOR/SJ    70     23  47  70     119  E
'98-'99   SJ        82     36  41  77     98   +18
2 Seasons           152    59  88  147    217  +18

2 Time All-Star
Gold Medalist in 1998 Winter Olympics
Owes all her credit to superstar status to Erik